Wednesday, April 28, 2010

RIP rzd.musings

This is something I should have done months ago. No, No ... don't shed your tears yet. I'm not retiring this blog, I'm only changing the contact by email option (now you can start crying) which I'm sure won't be missed and before you say it, yes, I have to work on the html portion for the tabs (again!). I decided it's not worth my time and yours to have the email out there, after all there are so many other ways to send your comments.

I've met a few fascinating people through that id and that's probably an exaggeration too, but overall it's not been a pleasant experience. Back when I was elusive, it probably added to the charm or so I thought and I'm still appreciative for the bouquets and brickbats.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

52 weeks

 I just crossed 52 weeks off my make-shift calendar, 52 weeks out of which some days just went by like a blur and other days which seemed frozen in some perverse time-experiment. This is also now my longest ever stretch without having made a trip back home.

It was a journey of a 62 hours undertaken with hope mainly for the future, for the unknown, for change (as much as it terrifies me) If my travel woes to getting here were any indication of things to come, then I should have simply taken the next flight back home :-) The hope still remains, though the words have had to be re-arranged through a tumultuous journey, although it may be for something different. It's not about getting priorities right, that's one thing that's been straight in my head for as long as I can remember, it's probably about taking comfort and solace in those small little nice things (something about counting your blessings?) as difficult as it may be to find them when your eyes are all blurry. It is about not letting it get to you if other people think you are not good enough and when you are judged for all that's not in your control and trust me I can sit here now all high and mighty and write this, but it's not easy to implement, everything in life is a work in progress.

The hardest part about moving to a new city is the settling in, the first few weeks when you wonder what you are doing thousands of miles away from your loved ones and you don't really know anyone around, but I've found it's not the case. The initial months are always the best, everyone is very enthusiastic in getting to know and just forming friendships. In the kind of circumstances we live in, there's always people moving out, getting married and then it's harder to keep up the social setting. This is also my first time in a multi-vendor team, more on that after I move out of the team :) Okay, this is sounding very Oprah-esque now. Must Stop.

'One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand'

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Shampoo vs Books

My shampooing habits have some similarities with my reading habits, that's all I can divulge for now.